Within the last several months my life has spiraled out of control. I have seen the worst. During this time the only constant thing has been my small family. I have had friends leave and my church shunned me. The only thing that has been a constant is my Lord Jesus. I choose to stay positive though. I look for hidden blessings through out my day. The smallest things are the most blessful. Those smallest things fill my heart to overflowing and leave little kisses of hope along the way.
I have learned to be positive, loving, and hopeful. My life will bounce back. It may not be the same, but it will be something new and vibrant. I am surprised at what I am becoming. I am a beautiful piece of broken pottery put back together with love and acceptance.
During this time I have found out I am strong, resilient, loving, giving, positive, courageous, and awesome. I am my own advocate. I have found out also that I am quite happy alone. Even though I’m alone, I do not feel alone. I have always felt happier with my own company. Other people seem to want to use me for their own gain, so I have learned to depend on myself for positive affirmation.
I am thankful for each moment that is given and each person who wants to be a part of my life. Blessings!